Self-doubt. Fear. Insecurity. Inadequacy. Not being good enough. Marginalization. Disempowerment. Depression. Despair. Cynicism. Egotism. Have you ever felt your artistic attempts are not good enough? You feel you lack talent and can’t express what you really want?
Trust me when I say we all do. Even the best and most talented artists do. It’s part of being creative and as such, I believe it’s actually a good sign. If you didn’t doubt yourself and your creative attempts, it only shows that you are standing still and not challenging yourself. As I have written many a time, challenging yourself is crucial for all creative development.
Here is the thing: Trying to express ourselves creatively in any art form, will place us squarely in the sights of our fears, doubts, and insecurities. It reflects back to the inherent quality of any creative art and their insistent necessity on going inward. Remember, in art, we express ourselves. Our only hope to be successful in art, any art form, is to learn to be unerringly what we are, flaws and all. We cannot destroy our demons all at once, but can accept our circumstances as part of our unique identity.
Everything that you are is fodder for your creative work. Do not run; do not hide from your gifts, your shortcomings, and your background. Make them part of your creative approach.
Each of us arises from our own blend of circumstances and has unique gifts. There is nothing new under the sun to art. Therefore, your unique vision and expression can only grow authentically from yourself. There’s no one else on earth with your particular mixture of talents, gifts, obstacles, fears, inadequacies, and unique insights.
Words from the German poet Rainer Maria Rilke comes to mind. In his book Letters to a Young Poet, he writes: “You are looking outward, and that above all you should not do now. Nobody can counsel and help, nobody. There is only one single way. Go into yourself. Search for the reason that bids you to write; find out whether it is spreading out its roots in the deepest places of your heart.”
From this quote, you can substitute “write” with any artistic pursuit that refers to you. Go into yourself, no matter what you do. With that comes self-doubt and fear. But it’s part of who and what you are.
Thus, take a hold of your vision. It’s yours and yours alone. Don’t try to be good, just try to be real. Each person has some genuine place of genius in their constitution, and you are not going to find it by trying to please others: teachers, parents, admission committees, or peers. Trust your own process. Take responsibility for everything that you are or are not. Your joys, struggles, trials and tribulations, longings, obsessions, and passions are all fair game for your creative exploration.
Photo Workshops and Tours in 2022
Now that the world seems to return to some normalcy and slowly opens up again, I and Blue Hour Photo Workshops hope to get our photos workshops going again.
“The Personal Expression”—a weekend in Bergen, Norway with focus on how to develop your personal, photographic expression. June 10th to 12th 2022.
”Telling Stories with the Camera”—five days in the beautiful village of Bleik in Northern Norway. A dream spot for any photographer. The focus will be on storytelling and the visual language. September 21st to 19th 2022.
”Photo Tour in Granada”—a week in Nicaragua for the adventures. We will explore the colonial city and its extraordinary countryside. November 5th to 11th 2022.
Are you interested in developing your photographic skills? Do you like to travel? Do you want to make your photos tell a story in a much stronger vocabulary? Find your own expression? Develop your vision and become more creative? Any of these workshops would take your photography to the next level. I promise you, you will be in for an amazing experience. Click any of the links for more info.
21 thoughts on “Learn to Live with Self-Doubt and Fear”
Well spoken and expressed…something I struggled with all my life but finally can and have to accept
It takes some time to figure it, doesn’t it…
Well said “just try to be real”
It should be so obvious. no?! But it isn’t, at least I have been working hard to just relax and be whatever I am.
No, itisnt obvious
Thank you so much, Otto. Just the words and thoughts I needed to absorb just now. Tx
I am happy if my writing can be of some inspiration. Take care, Tish.
Thank you. I’m taking an astrophotography class right now, and sometimes it’s scary to try something that new!
New is always scary, but so good and necessary for our development. Enjoy the astrophotography class. I am sure it’s going to be fun, albeit also scary.
I am done running from my gifts and who I am. It is so freeing!
When you accept who you are, it is really liberating, isn’t it! Thanks for commenting, Sarah.
Thank you for this post- exactly the kind of “Pep” talk I needed to hear ~~
Makes me glad to know my words can inspire some. Thank you, Debra.
Thoreau in Walden:
“In most books, the I, or first person, is omitted; in this it will be retained; that, in respect to egotism, is the main difference. We commonly do not remember that it is, after all, always the first person that is speaking. I should not talk so much about myself if there were anybody else whom I knew as well.”
That is a great quote by Thoreau. Thank you for sharing, Steve.
You worded my inner turmoil very well. There is truly nothing new under the sun. What will make it “different” is the authenticity we create by making our art into personal and a true expression of our selves.
Exactly. Very well said, Mimie.
So true,Otto. There have been times where I am even tentative about starting a project because I know halfway through I’ll be thinking “WTF have I done and now doing…” 🙂 But in the end creativity will inevitably win out, and the worst that’ll happen is a good lesson. I really like the line: Go into yourself, no matter what you do. Beautifully said.
And a learning a good lesson isn’t bad at all. It’s all about attitude, isn’t! Thank you, Randall.
Articulate and communicated… something I battled with for my entire life however at last can and need to acknowledge.
These are very thoughtful pictures, a lot of thought on how to verbalize, to get people attention is very important. I am so not good at this!